Running and always in motion.
Tossing and turning, figuring out whether to let go.
I'm losing my head.
Is it a stroke?
Is it a heart attack?
It's hard to breathe.
You know the reason.
Whatever others say,
only the two of us know.
But right now, I'm going crazy.
Am I going to listen to my head
when it's so confused,
when it couldn't think straight?
Or am I just going to sway
along with your heartbeat?
Will I just hope that I wouldn't get hurt?
That everything is going to be fine afterwards?
Perhaps I'll just close my eyes and swing along,
while you're there.
Going away.
Then coming back.
Sometimes you embrace me.
Sometimes you kiss me.
But whenever I say goodbye, I feel regret.
So everytime I see you, I want to be beside you.
Only the two of us know.
But I don't know what to choose.
Besides, can I trust what my mind is telling me?
Should I supress the love that I know is true?
I'll sway along with your heartbeat
And hope that I will not get hurt.
I'll close my eyes
And everything will be all right.
As your heart beats, my heart will beat with it.
And we'll create harmony.
Even if it's in secrecy.
Because only the two of us know.
But for how long?
I'm so confused.
Please help me.
I don't know what I'm going to do.
Who should I listen to?
I don't like this.
I'm so confused.
signed by: Hatsuharu